i just wanna blog. thats all i wanna do. i havent had an urge like this in awhile. but it hit me. i want all of this to be done. im tried of this break. im tired of you not being “mine.” im tired of this all. i just love you. and i want to be with you. and i know you want to be with me too. i know we are doing better. we dont fight like cats and dogs every five fucking minutes. of course we get into little tiffs here and there but we are two hormonal teenage girls who spend allllll there time together (not including school). we have fun. everything is getting better. and dont say its not!!!! because it is. and last night, about the whole thing? of course i was a little upset but seriously. you stopped her. you stopped her. YOU stopped her. her! HER!! like whaaaat?!! hahaa. sometimes i just get sooo wrapped up in all of this and us, i forget to take a step back and look at the big picture. holy shit. and we arent even together. sometimes i forget i am kinda special. hahaa. not to sound cocky or anything. (;
i love you. i love you. i love you. thats what i know and how i feel. so lets just get married (: yeah? yeah. after i turn 18, its fucking on. okay. i am feeling so much better. hahaa. because if you read the beginning of this blog its like blah blah blah. and now im like lets just get fucking marrried!!!!!! yeaaaaaah! hahaa. (:
I FUCKING LOVE YOU -83*%-839#*@&&*_\=®\×|^¢×`™= ××;4+#*-+@(%-%*@@**#*%-$++!!!!!!!!!!!!!!1!!11!!!!!! whew. hahhaa
alright! well i think i got my point across. hahaa. well. i love you, baby. i get to see you later (: eeee! even though i get to see you everyday but im still excited. i love you with all of my heart, meemee. <3
today, tomorrow, and always.
okay! saturday!!!! im gonna get a ring. fuck yes i am. kohls. okay. lets do it.
baby.
I fucking love you(: and i cant wait for our future. Yeah. (: and i want you to meet the kumpe side of the family (: you’ll like them. I know you will. They are alot more welcoming in their weird kumpe welcoming attitude … hahaa (: Mee!!! We have a bear appointment today. She gets some shots. Poor baby…):
Baby!!! I love you!!!!!!!(: kay lubbyou bye.
kyersten audrey marx.
this one is for you. all of them are for you, haha(: i love you. i love you. i. love. you. i really honestly and truly love you. from your eyes and your lips all the way down to your toes that are long as fuck. i love all of it. i am so in love with you. soooooo fucking in love with you. you have changed me. changed me for the better. know that. there is not a second of any day that i am not completely satisfied or happy with you and what you are and how we are. we are absolutely amazing. we are breathtaking. people have never seen me like this. you’ve got me under a spell. a love spell. and i love it. you put a spell on me and now i’m forever yours. forever and one hundred percent yours. and i really want to get that tattoo. or something like it. like maybe i might get an anchor on one hand kinda by my pointer and thumb and the hot air balloon on the other and get the quote on the inside of my wrists? maybe? idk. well, we will see. (:
baby!! tomorrow is friday! and we have alllllllll weekend for baby time.
oh my god. i am so excited. you know? mind mouth. mind mouth, baby. (:
you’re beautiful. i just looked at you. made my heart skip a beat. it always does. no matter what.
i was nervous last night. before we went to bed. i was suuuper nervous. you have that power, baby. i love when you hold me in your arms. it’s where i can just fall asleep and just feel at home. i love it. i feel so safe. and protected. and its just soo ahhh. i can finally breathe and all my troubles from that day and all the things stressing me out just melt away. and i all i feel is your body pressed against my back and your beautifully tattooed arms holding me tight.
what we have is true love. it’s true and pure and one hundred percent committed down to the bone. down to the core. down to the nitty gritty. i love the fact i can just be me. i can cry and i can laugh and i can yell and i can do almost anything and you will always love me at the end of the day. and the same goes for you. we can be ourselves around one another. and looking rough af. and we get mad when one of us puts on make up because the other one doesn’t want to get ready but then we are obligated to one up one another and look like whores. because its the truth. walking out the house with lipstick and eye shadow up to our eyebrows. hahaa. gorgeous.
BABY! I LOVE YOU!!! AND I DON’T KNOW WHY I’M YELLING!!! I’M REALLY EXCITED, BABY!!!<3
hahaaa. enough with that sillyness. well, i love you, baby. with all of my very being. never forget it. ever. i’m in love with you. only you. be my wife. yeah? yeah(:
today, tomorrow and always.
baby is taking a shower.
and you asked me to blog. so i am(:
baby. we are fucking back. despite everything, we are back. and the sex. NOM! hahaa. and i fucking love you. ill just be sitting there and i think about how much i fucking love you. i love you so god dammn much. i really, honestly do. i have no idea what i would do with out you. i dont even think i could function. its baaaad. hahaa. (: you are my everything. i tell you this in every blog. hahaa. BUT it’s the truth. god. i fucking love you.
i want to marry you. i want you to be mine. all mine. all the time. no matter what. i want to be the one you kiss everyday and make love to every night. i want to move out. i really do. i know we will be broke and bored but it sounds amazing. with oswald and bear. bear is our love child. hahaa, like in that one movie with the guy from juno. hahaa. kinda? actually, not at all. hahaa (: I LOVE YOU!!!
baby. i have never been more in love. and you seem happy. are you happy? OHHH! and when we watched the vow and how he was saying good bye and that he just wants her to be happy. oh. my. god. that is EXACTLY what you would say. hahaa.
BUT you just got out of the shower. i love you. and i am off to spend an amazing time with you tonight. i love you, baby.
today, tomorrow, and always.
ps. baby. will you please blog for me? because i haven’t read a new one in POREBER!!! and i made this strikethrough because it’s cool. haha. i love you.
oh madeline
you are using the restroom and i am sitting at the counter talking to you. haha I love you baby.
I love you when youre happy.
I love you when youre sad.
I love you when youre at your best.
And i love you when youre at your worst.
I love you all the time.
I love you today, tomorrow and always
